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trusting the Lord

These past few weeks have been very difficult for me. Each day a challenge, and full of fear that the precious gift the Lord has given us - the Baby will survive. For those of you who don't know the Lord has blessed us with another pregnancy.

The beginning has a been rocky. Different than all the other pregnancies. I have a hematoma in my uterus which of course has caused some bleeding. My doctor is not worried, baby is growing and has a very strong heart beat. It has left me in fear because this is uncharted territory for me. In the past I become pregnant and have no complications, nothing out of the ordinary. This hematoma has brought a different aspect to this pregnancy and has left me fearful of a loss.

I have had to come to a place where my fear I had to lay at the feet of the cross, and know that the Lord has all things in the palm of his hands.He blessed us with this life and this life is HIS to mold and shape.

The pregnancy is going normal per say. Morning sickness has taken over. I spend most days forcing food down my throat to keep myself from throwing up but that doesn't always work. (i have gained 12 pounds-ugh) I am tired, and have become very dependent on my children and husband to take care of everything in the home in this stage.

I will be 3 months on Monday- and my body is starting to show pregnancy. Pants do not fit, and its all about comfort right now.


Dear sisters- please lift me in prayer each day that I lay my trust in the Creator and the one who has all things in His hands.

Thank you
Angie- daughter of the King of Kings!

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  1. Praying for you Angie!

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  2. Angie,
    I am praying for you and your precious baby, girl! Place your whole self in His arms and feel His love surround you! God loves this baby more than you do. Take a breath--rest--think praising, calming thoughts--take your thoughts captive to the Lord Jesus Christ. Read all the Fear not, and Be of good courage verses that you can. That's my advice (not asked for, I know), but I hope that you will sense the Lord's presence, as you read His Word, and say it in your prayers back to Him. I am praying.
    Blessings,
    Wendy

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  3. Congratulations Sam and Angie! I will be praying for you, my friend!

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