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with a heavy heart

It is with a heavy heart that I am posting this blog. I will not be able to go to San Antonio. I wanted this so bad, that I guess I was forcing the issue. I can not go, knowing it would put a financial strain on my family. Schooling has to be a priority. The children books needed to be purchased, which had to take precedent over my desire to be part of the Fiesta in San Antonio. It grieves me deeply because I was praying, hoping to find a sister in Christ there. One that lived here in Houston, so we could develope a much needed friendship. I guess it was just not my time.

Have fun Siestas! I hope we get another chance to meet!!
May the Lord be with you!

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  1. Ang baylisAugust 20, 2008 at 9:21 PM

    You have a sister in Christ right here on your blog! Do you have a cell phone? I can text you during the event and it will be like you are there. I am so sorry I won't be able to meet you. If you feel comfortable sending me your cell # I will text you. Just e-mail me your number if you want! I AM PRAYING YOU FIND A SISTER IN CHRIST IN YOUR HOME TOWN!
    I hope your heart feels better!
    Love you,
    Angie xoxo
    Abaylis@comcast.net

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  2. ShellyAugust 21, 2008 at 8:28 AM

    ((((Angie)))),
    I understand the disapointment you must be feeling.
    I know the Lord if faithful to give you joy unspeakable and full of glory.
    May he be glorified in your life and walk.

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  3. Momma 2...5August 21, 2008 at 10:07 PM

    Angie,
    I just saw your blog:( I am so sad that I will not meet you in person, but you MUST be obident to God and your husband! I will email my cell phone # to you feel free to call me ANYTIME!!!!!
    Love You!
    Amanda

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  4. TashaAugust 27, 2008 at 2:41 PM

    I am so sorry you did not get to attend. It is disappointing but you will be amazed at the other things God brings in your path.
    Love ya bunches!

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